Friday, August 19, 2011

phases and changes part two: what is abstract anyway?

believe it or not, abstract art is not just something your kid could paint. That would actually be non-objective art. Haha, just kidding! I am in love with the abstract and I would say most of my work is non-objective, a type of abstraction where you don't see any recognizable object or anything really when you look it. I tend to view this type of work from an emotional perspective and allow my feelings to help me understand the potential subject matter. 


Abstract art actually does stem from something real. That something is just transformed in a way so it is not entirely recognizable. There are varying degrees of abstraction as well.


I mean, really isn't all art abstracted to some degree? You can't possibly have every person on earth look at a piece of art and instantly define it, even if it is a realistic picture of a bowl of cherries. Sure, they look like cherries and they seem good enough to eat but why are they there? Do the cherries represent something? And what if I took that image of a bowl of cherries and I ran a brush through the wet paint, rendering it unrecognizable but maintaining the cherry red color. Would it remind you of cherries? Maybe it would make you think of pain, or of love. Perhaps if the painting had two cherries resting in a bowl together you would also think of love or of innocence or seduction. I could go on an on but the point for me is art is what you make of it. I think I do have a responsibility as an artist to know what I'm trying to convey when I create something. I have to be honest and say I don't always know. Sometimes I paint based on my mood and just reach for the colors that feel right at the moment. Lately I've created non-objective pieces based on a feeling of calm or a rush of serenity or energy and than later painted, very clearly, a not so abstract butterfly or two hovering around. Is it abstract or non-objective or both? What does it mean?


Let me start with how I started to understand abstraction. I took a drawing class in high school that really helped define it for me. We had to start with a realistic image. I chose a snake for some reason. We had six stages to transform this real image into an abstracted piece. We had a few guidelines, like using complimentary colors in one stage and secondary colors in another, incorporating lights and darks and breaking up the image into shapes. This is my assignment that I found tucked inside an old sketchbook. (excuse the poor quality. these are *gasp* over twelve years old!)








The final stage we used to create a painting. And "Snake" was born. 





I did have an anxious time painting this. I remember it like it was yesterday, it's so clear to me. I had my painting propped up on an easel at the back of the art room and I stood there confused and wondering if I was doing it right. How could I know if I was doing it right? It wasn't supposed to really look like anything! This was the first abstract painting I ever did and it scared me a bit. I did dive back into landscapes in college and painted some of the landscapes I showed you in my last blog entry. They didn't hold my interest too long because the fun of abstraction tickled the back of my head and made me wonder what else there was to explore outside of the natural world. What kind of world could I create for myself?


tomorrow... part three: freedom of expression

Thursday, August 18, 2011

phases and changes part one: Landscapes

I know I have written before about my evolution with my painting. You can read more about that here in my blog post art is pretty. 


I  mentioned I am starting the cleansing of my paintings. It is finally time to go through the stacks collecting dust in the basement and determine what really needs to be a part of the permanent Alli collection, things I want to sell and I am proud to share with the world.


Really, I am proud of everything I have done. I will never forget the moment  I completed my first real painting. I can barely describe the feeling when I stood across the room like I figured you were supposed to do to view art. I took a deep breath and looked at the Alfred Sisley copy I had done, in oils of course, of an impressionist landscape. It didn't look exactly like the original but hell, I painted it and that was some good stuff! If I could copy another artists painting couldn't I paint my own?


I had always always loved art and wanted to "be an artist" whatever that meant but it really was that moment that I absolutely knew with every inch of my teenage heart that art was something really special to me and would stay with me a very long time. That is also the moment I clutched the paintbrush in my hand and it metaphorically melted, fitting to me in a way no other artist's instrument ever had.


This is the original painting I chose to copy: Meadow 1875 by Alfred Sisley






and this was my copy or interpretation of it. notice how silly me signed it? hey, I was proud!






so I knew I loved painting but what should I paint? I love outside too and beautiful sunsets and glowing meadows and the unending ocean...that is what I chose to paint.









tomorrow...part two: What is "abstract" anyway?

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

I would write your name across the sky...

some might say I have a slightly...older...taste in music. I just kinda dig Hall and Oates and always swoon to late sixties and seventies rock...


time for some old art! Until I have some time to produce something new how about a little bit of something older to savor?




sometimes the classics just stay with us.










Monday, August 15, 2011

happy things part two

random paintings stacked up waiting to be finished

scrap mat board used as a palette

details



using a frame in a different way


fun drawings from college drawing workshop


perry the penguin - a gift from Jeff on our six month dating anniversary


stuff I just need to hold onto

pictures and words I have to frame

my thermos found at a garage sale...have you seen The Jerk? You really should.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

art coming soon

art blogs/projects are coming soon. I spent pretty much my entire Saturday going through all of my art supplies/boxes/miscellaneous stuff and organizing my art space.


I found lots of fun things along the way...a frame project to work on for the spare room, various inspiring prints and photographs, fun art related comics Jenn  has sent me over the years and several angsty journals better left unread. I also found an almost finished screenplay I wrote in high school! It's called "Shriek" and was based on making fun of the scream movies, kind of like the scary movie series but in my opinion a little more clever. It was pretty funny...to me anyway.


Now that I am finally mostly organized (trust me that's important for me-see photo below for proof) I can start on this massive art to do list I've been carrying around with me. I also really need to go through all of my paintings and conduct a "cleansing" Right now they are all jumbled on top of each other in the basement and desperately seeking relevance and their placement in the world.









To relax today we went on a nice walk and then let Cooper play in the kiddie pool to cool off a bit. I also wanted to share the brilliant hiding places my sweet little dog used all week for his doggie bagel. Clearly he does not have any trust issues.






Oh yeah, there was also this really cute guy hanging out so I decided to take his picture too :-)








Sunday, August 7, 2011

seven years later

I can't believe we have been married for seven years. Time has gone by so quickly although certain moments seemed to last longer than others. It has been a lot of ups and a few downs, some changes and shifting every which way...but always we do our best that we can together.


Today we ventured out on a hike to celebrate our anniversary. Well, a lovely little hike turned into an over nine mile almost five hour adventure that left us sore and exhausted, but happy too. Even though we were tired and unsure of when we would actually reach the peak we kept moving. Even though we knew we would still have a long climb back down after we reached the top we still made it and enjoyed both the view and I really think the struggle in achieving something that felt challenging. We passed the sweetest looking old couple and marveled at how they actually made it to the peak. Sure, they were slow and a little sluggish but they sure enough they walked all the way to the top and it made me smile to pass them on our way back down.


Seven years ago on a warm August day I vowed my commitment and love for Jeff in a little church in Golden, CO. We often talk about how we might have treated our wedding differently, how we have grown up together and grown in confidence with ourselves. I can safely say you are still learning about "you" at 18, at 22...now at almost 30, yes, there is still learning and so much more to look forward to.


I am happy to have you by my side to continue to learn and grow.


Thank you to everyone for your kind words and loving thoughts to us today and always. 





Saturday, August 6, 2011

let's go bananas

Here are some more pictures from Jalaine's baby shower. Jenn made the fabulous diaper cake and the monkey on top holding the banana was stuffed with love by Jason and Jenn's son Nathan and was so sweet I wanted to cry. Carolyn did a great job with the gift bags and the overall concept and had some amazing nails to match. Everyone was such a huge help and I was so happy to take part in creating such a special day.


As Kristen said "my uterus was screaming" haha!


It was a beautiful day for a sweet beautiful friend who really feels like more like a sister. I love you Jalaine!






























Congratulations to Sean and Jalaine. We can't wait to meet you "Tad"!!