i lied

So yeah...I guess I have a lot on mind. I want to sell our town-home and have a house with a yard for bean and a future. I want to feel like what I'm doing on a daily basis is worthwhile. I want to be in a gallery. I really want a cupcake. (just a little one)  I want to paint without feeling rushed. I want to finish my novel. (remember that?) I want...


to feel warm sand on my feet


and jump in the ocean


and I really want fresh peaches...


and to grow a garden

library quiet like it used to be


days that feel like miracles


family that feels like peace


dusk when I'm driving home. I'm tired of sunlight blinding me.




And that's all I want.


I already have everything I need.